Paint and Painters

March 31, 2010

Have you ever talked to those individuals who think and claim that they are painters, in which they paint something on the board and claim that this is my abstract sensation and expression of …and organize exhibitions, and the like…How does that sound to you?

One day I went to an art exhibition here, and was watching many paints of someone at the gallery, and most of the paints are like full of chains and dark things, and they sound they are talking about FREEDOM in boards and the like.

And I went to the painter and asked about the ideas behind the paints, he said painting is not like literature; see and take whatever things you want to go and go; this sounded to me rude; I was just trying to understand him that what he painted and tried to deliver are in conformity with what I understood; and this sounded to me rude; and I said to him…I am not looking for your approval, but was just checking on what the stuff wanted to deliver.

These people are like one of the most up surd people in many cases since they think that Nature has called them for mission and purpose and think they are people of abstract sensational… the type of people who can express thing in best and most articulative way, and try to neglect others as if they are deprived of the best gift nature has to deliver….

There are wonderful and imaginative painters this world has treasured; and there are painters in which none has a clue on what they are doing, and in some cases the wall paint in your house could tell and give better feelings and thinking than what they paint and the like, and in fact when you ask them on what they paint, they try to answer in attitudes like those who did excellent job in the scope, which sounds so silly…

It is commendable to have a model for your scope or profession, but when one imitates those who are like pioneers; this could need moderation and care, to what extent one has to follow them. When one takes the form or shape of those pioneers, such trends could lead us to wrong ends, in cases.

For example, I could be the best painter in town, and I could have excellent gifts none could have; and I could have my own personalities like….taking opium, smoking cigarettes; making my hair like Bob Marley, and the like…and most tend to be like me, and instead of copying what I do—Paints—they could be attracted to the personalities I develop…smoking part… hair drilling part and the like…in this case, they give more priority to the least aspects of …

What I observed in the younger generation of the paint world here in most cases, in terms of expressing oneself to others, and personalities, they are like copying the form part than the spirit and the like, and they tend to have some sort of direction in terms of their thinking and personalities.

They tell you, this color is so loud; this is to express their dissatisfaction and displeasing aspect of that given color; they try to create a connection between sound and colors; they tell you, this color is disturbing…they try to connect colors and feelings here, and the like…they are just expression created by them so that they could communicate nicely and the like, and have their own island of uniqueness and special gift stuff…

One day an old woman asked the painter who was rented in her compound since she thought that he has better know how on colors and the like, and she wanted to make her house wall’s with nice paints and colors…and she told him the color and the type of things she wanted…and the painter replied, that color you think is very loud and the like… in his own jargon…and she was confused and she told him that she will bring another person who knows…meaning the expression sounded to her that that painter is kind of abnormal person…

The point here is that when one addressed certain jargons in such worlds, the expressions like relating sound and color are not customary in the contingent world, in such cases one needs to use layman words that could make you communicable to others than pretend as if others are ignorant and you are smart since you do abstract things on the boards…This is a sickness the field is suffering due to imaginary feelings and thinking they create to themselves…

How can I explain it to you….this is something abstract and the like…there are many thing that could be expressed; and there are things that could not be expressed due to the nature of incidents and lack of experience by others, which is true; but there could be more things that more people could understand and share on what you think like I am the only one who knows this matter…

Unless and otherwise you lack skill and capacity to explain and express, such things could be communicable and express-able to others; here one should confess one’s incapability or inadequacy than blame other’s capacity or inadequacy and the like…Find words and expression in way others understand you….than think that you are like…and others are like…

Art is a combination, coordination and result and accuracy and precision of both senses—Inner and Outer—in which the inner senses develop thoughts and the outer senses support with their practical translations that could give meaning and understanding to others. When both are well organized and coordinated, they come up with meaningful insights and pleasant paints so that whoever passes by, look at them and tell; YES; this is a real paint!!

Heaven and Hell

March 30, 2010

Why do many people follow certain form of Religion? One of the major reasons besides the quest most have is the desire to go to heaven and hell. Heaven and hell the primal core of every religion in which they are centers and cornerstone of every form, which are used as standard for collecting many followers.

Do heaven and hell exist? Are they imaginary worlds created as way or means of propaganda? Is there such a thing in which some one keeps track of everyone’s transaction and tell one is going to heaven and the other is going to hell, based on the balance one performs and accomplishes? How are such things measured and who is going to do the calculation and the like?

One of the interesting aspects here is taking the poor to heaven and rich to the hell, in which those with earthly possessions are, kind of deserving hell since they do more sins. This as I think is wrong assumption and thinking, in which we see many poor people committing grievous sins than those rich, which needs quite thorough revision in our attitude and thinking about such aspects of our life. Poverty could not be considered as fortune, but rather as disgust.

This depends on how one perceives this world as I think. If one perceives this world as training room, in which there are other worlds that awaits us for better things and the like; or there are assumptions that considers other worlds in which the good survives in good place and the like. Perception is important here.

None has been to the next worlds, what is underlined here is we speculate that existence is a continuum reality in which based on our experiences and assumption we think that there are other worlds, which we do not know, but hope that they exist and are like places where our accomplishments in this world are measured and given meanings and values. WE do not know in fact.

As far as my understanding is concerned, I could not tell you they exist, but there could be other worlds that do exist but the explanations about heaven and hell which we read are figurative and could have different reality and faces when one goes to other worlds which we do not know.

Assuming the world of humanity as a being, humanity have passed different stages of evolvements and development, and those texts in the past reflect inmost cases the childhood stages of humanity in general; and I this case how do you express abstract concepts to a child? Figurative and parables help those children to understand abstract reality so that one could pass the right info to protect the entire mass from the dangers due to failures.

This is just like that…for a person who lived in mansion, with abundant fruit and the like…heaven will be a repetition and will be boring… for a person who lived in desert or icy places…hell will be a repetitions, but by telling those generation of the past in the things which they like and hate, one could pass certain information and truth with understandable and meaningful ways and means.

How could you tell a child to practice good deeds unless you tell the child…if you do this, you get this or that…but the moment that child becomes mature, what you tell or gives examples for making the child practice good deeds will not be necessary, but the child understands that those imaginary matters were used for the good of the child than deceiving the child.

We live in a time when anyone does not care about the next worlds, but rather everyone is committed to certain goals in this world, in which many people are not that mindful and are negligent about the type of thing they receive after they die. This indicates something. This shows one great thing.

Every one starts becoming mindful about this aspect, when ages are old or sickness comes to verandas, and they like. Ina time and moments none could explain the situation one is, everyone submits to the idea of heaven and hell. They become a part time thinking places where one becomes more mindful in certain situations and circumstances, which sounds “I am not alone”…

The point here is that do such a thing exists or just imaginary places created by…so that many people could behave in this world before they assume going about the next? I do not know!? None knows about them except submitting to figurative realities and understanding submitted about them.

There are certain things one could tell about since one has experience and information about them; there are certain thing one could not explain since one has no information and knowledge about; and thus SILENCE could be the answer. When no information is available, one could just speculate and say …

Some one asked, which place do you want to go…Heaven or Hell…I replied…I do not mind and care which places I go…because I had both of them here. Meaning the good conditions in life and the bad conditions in life; both have their own beauty and challenges in which both are learning curves and circumstances…

Heaven is considered as place of delight, in which delight is subjective and relative concept based on one’s experience and same is true for the hell, in which what one considers as something awful could be something tolerable or good which depends on one’s personal experience and exposures in life. However they could give us good conceptual frameworks about next worlds, if any, in which by thinking about them, one could develop certain life framework.

The Sin and The Sinner

March 28, 2010

Sins are defined as breaking religious laws; displeasing God and the like, which indicates the unpleasant aspects of few deeds that create some sort of disappointment on the side of the doer and other people around and the like. Hence, it is customary to label oneself as “sinner”…or claim oneself in front of the audience….”I am a sinner’… and the like…

Presumably, when one clicks such matter in further details, one could pop to religious stories in which those Founders of religions or Writings, have showed exemplary life style to those who follow them, and those who do not practice and follow their footsteps are considered as sinners…spiritual disease that is contagious and the like….Is this statement true? I do not think so.

Spirituality and Religions are two different causes and realities, in which Religion is one of the instruments to acquire spirituality, and thus those different laws that exist in different religions are different kind of nutritious that could help us interaction and communication…when one stops one form of religion and follow another, it is like changing food style or restaurant or way of life too…

For example, in the New Testament we read that ….said Jesus Christ…he replied…there is none good except the Father…he considered himself as…which indicates that no one escapes the fashion of the style of being sinner…

In the Holy Quran…it is also stated that…”do not say to anyone you are a believer”…which indicates as I understand that, none has the right to judge and qualify as like you are like good or bad…meaning all are in equal position, so what is expected from you is to be what the Book says…be a good person…

The point about sin is interesting that it is considered today as escape goat in which many use it to escape the bad things they are doing on you, and try to calm you down after they ruined your house and function in their own respective religion, which sounds nonsense and stupid…and needs correction…

If anyone commits a sin, meaning if this is the underlined fact, why do they bother categorizing and classifying individuals as bad or good…meaning if the book is the standard they follow, where is this classification of people come from, and what is the necessity here, except to use it for political motive and purpose inside the religion itself—the usual behind agenda stuff?

This aspect of sin—breaking religious law—could need some sort of revision, in which if religion is used for friendship and unity , and if any commits sin is a universally underlined fact, this area sounds futile except being a mere game.

The other aspect of Sin is displeasing God; and in this regard we have to know first God whether a specific act displeases God, in which we trend to claim in one aspect that God is forgiving and in another aspect we label individuals as sinners….what is the balance…we do not know even who wrote the writings or texts in a world mischief makers and forgers are in abundant …

When Martin Luther started the movement of Protestantism from the former church….he belongs… Catholics…one aspect of disagreement was this part…how could one pay money or…for the sins one commits…and then based on this…the aspects of disagreement…he formed such a huge cause Europe…

The point here is about forming and creating a kind of evolution, this is about identifying practices and thinking tat goes in conformity with our thinking and reality, in this case the idea of sinner thing is one of the most funny thing in this world where we claim we are sinners and but also claim those who do not belong to our group are like more sinners than us stuff… BIG PARADOX….

There could be different categories of sinning in religious …those who have significant and fundamental question on the religion and are not obedient [few people do that since they have questioning minds]…those who commit acts that do not go inconformity with the law of every religion [all do this] but this is okay to stay in the religion in many cases, in few cases they remove you…;

The former ones are thinking people; they ask and later they reach to the drama going on behind the offices and the like; they consider them enemies or whatever…and remove them; but the later case, they are good people, they are used as justification, and they themselves confess that they are sinners; they cannot question authority since they have no courage and capacity at all.

Here they put themselves under big jail they cannot escape or tied up; they willingly submitted their freewill to certain authorities or idols they create in their own minds, they live under prison house to the extent that they are not even aware that they are tied up in big chains that put their integrity and freedom under big question marks; their nobility and human reality is programmed under certain thoughts in which if they get out from that, they think everything is dark, and there is no other world that could exist after what they follow.

Individuality and Personality – II

March 26, 2010

Some one asked…what you raised has certain controversial matters which need to be clarified, and can you explain further on the thing you come up so that one could integrate in one’s life and the like? We need more thoughts and mysteries that are correct and true, and we need more clarity on your side.

The point here is that whether one speaks US English or British English, or Australian English, here it is not about tongue and throat, meaning about accents, as far as both use English alphabets, the matter is related with the alphabets and words and respective numbers; counting; adding; and multiplying.

For instance, one could spell like Adolf … Adolph…it does not matter…what I described is the first stage and first step…there are at least 16 different ways and patters in which they have different meanings and understandings…All of us have both good and bad sides…this is about knowing them before hands, and take precaution if one wishes to do so…

This is about human beings … meaning the underlined concept and basics; human being is a universal creature, in this case one needs certain universal standards to create a kind of bonds and way of interaction. This could be multifaceted. This is one of them. If one claim that one is not human being …or like monkey or dog…this could not concern…but the thing is related about human elements that need certain perspectives and dimensions….

This is no to categorize about good and bad people. NOT. Do not be mistaken here again. This is about telling personalities and characters thru numbers, words, names and the like. When one knows the potential good and bad things one could have, one takes precautions before one is dwelled in such stuff. The goods within can grow; the bad within can be removed as well.

The more you know yourself in objective and realistic ways and manners, the better precaution you make in your interactions and communication with the community and institutions. In this case, you need to figure out who you are like Past, Present and Future so that you can create a healthy ground in your personality and individuality…

This is not about fate and the like. None knows one’s fate, but one could tell who you are before one talks and interacts you; based on the calculation and numbers so that when one is needed for certain gift, you know whom to talk and interact with. In this case you need to figure out personalities.

Most believe and think that most positions and jobs are gone to the wrong people; because employers and authorities do not have the grasp of individuals personalities and the like; they guess and do, but in most cases they fail. And thus to minimize such mistakes, energies, times and the like one needs to figure out certain essential matters so that one could act. Hence, we need CONCEPTS and PERSPECTIVES, since human reality is dynamic and continuum.

There are many thoughts regarding this, but they have certain biases and lack clarity due to capabilities and capacities of knowing others, which need greater and higher psychic level and gifts. In this case they could need revision and rethinking so that they could come to the point of Truth.

Let us take an example here…in 1960’s many black Americans did not drink milk, and those who look and hear such matters, they concluded that since they are low income or poor and the like. They associated and connected with color and economy thing in that period. But later, Anthropologists governed that the reason was due to body metabolism factor…their body rejects…lactic stuff that exist in the milk…that was the reason…

The point here is to indicate about certain conclusions in which society and other segments of …reach to certain conclusion due to biases and prejudices and the like… and hence we could need independent, free, balanced, objective, unbiased, practical, experienced, visionary, holistic and the like concepts so that one could live with meaningful and purposeful way of life.

In this world, there are two types of worlds, the send and the hidden; and the seen could give a clue to the hidden; same is true in human beings, from the manifested actions and reactions, one could tell the hidden and the behind motives and agendas so that one could live with all rounded views.

There is no wrong in thinking, but there is bad in giving destructive criticism that does not help the author, but rather augment one’s finding by suggesting more ideas and thinking. I am convinced of the workings on certain people, but when this is enlarged to higher and bigger circle, I do not know whether this works or not…to remind you…this is about 9 and 12…in which …. 14; 19 also = 9….

And on count …9…on additions like…4+5 [1]; 3+6 [2]; 7+2 [3]; regarding the 12 things…6+6 [1]; 7+5 [2]; 8+4 [3]; 9+3 [4]….and in fact…the 12 is a multiplication matter which is like the ….but on the addition thing …it has different stage and level other than the multiplication result…like 4X3 [1] > 6+6 [2] thing, which has different value and meaning…

Definitions and Meanings

March 25, 2010

The renowned sociologist, August Comte, categorized the different stages and progresses of the human mind in three stages, which are theological, metaphysical and spiritual, that indicates changes and progresses in perspective and outlook that human minds have experience in their search for the Truth.

According to definitions in a dictionary, Theology is study or system of religion….; Metaphysical…is defined as spiritual…of the human spirit or soul; of the Church or religion…; Religious folk song of black Americans; Metaphysics is defined as a branch of philosophy dealing with the nature of existence and of knowledge… and these give us a brief look on what they mean…

Accordingly one could click to one’s mind, and on the quest one could have while looking and searching for something, there are many things that could pop to one’s mind and go away and the like without giving further attention and research, in which in them could lie many answers on the quest one have.

When Albert Einstein was writing on a book about “Scientific Religion”, he was somehow was discontent on the existing religious communities and ideologies since he believed that science and religion should integrate and those who lived as advocators of both fields were kind of fanatics and extreme opposite …

This does not mean that he was correct or true; but he some how reached to his own personal conclusion that both needs integrated and harmonized environment so that there could be less stress and confusion on the fields about their own nature and how they should integrate in our life too.

Science believes in creating accurate inner models of reality as per scientific methods, in which one could have faith after one has proved something working on the practical world—after Experimentation and Testing. Reason comes first and then faith goes to the next level.

Where as Religious Truth requires first proofing centers of authority and then obedience to what they say. Authority here needs to be checked at first and then one should be trustworthy to what they say, which is very tricky here. What if one finds out something different thru time and questions authority here?

Meaning if I accept someone as center of authority at age 20, and since mind and thinking are progressive due to many factors, I could not accept to the things I assumed as true at age20, could be found fake and false at age 3o; in this case I could decline, since reason and faith are progressive and subject to change.

Religious Truth are like mirage in the asphalts where one could see at distant that there is a kind of water thing, and the moment you reached the spot, it is not water, but the asphalt and optical illusions caused by the writings and one’s own interpretations and understandings of texts too…

In case of Science, its findings and truths are objective and something that goes in conformity with truth and reality otherwise anything cannot be considered as science because it failed to be accepted and qualified as science and the like…

Scientific methods are related to linear aspects…where as religious truths tend to be spontaneity, which requires further methods and approaches to testify and accept as legitimate. Science is more of reason first…. And faith next….and Religion is more of faith first and reason next…How can they get integrated?

The harmony of Science and Religion here is based on accepting and respecting gaps and contradictions on their approaches and methods…one tries to harmonize based on the gaps they have…like in certain cases there are times we need to accept certain things without proofing them since we cannot proof them; there are cases we accept certain things with proofs and testimonies too.

Reason tends to incline one to be more of …how do we know stuff? Proof …and the like…which tends to mislead and lead to wrong conclusions in which if one can not proof, as if something is wrong or does not exist…like can one proof human emotional feelings….like if I made you hurt…can you laugh…but if I could try top experiment…laughing stuff while one is sad….too much reasoning could lead one to such aspects, which could be futile…just to indicate…

Hence there are two types of realities in which one could be proven in the labs and there are certain realities that cannot be proven due to human mind’s inadequacy…and thus mind has limited way of perceiving realities to date which could indicate that there are many realities going on but not accepted as legitimate due to human mind’s limited way of perceiving matters…

With regard to religious matters, here, there should be clear distinction and demarcation that should be made between texts and institutions…the institutions are interpretation of texts in human way…in which the texts could have different and other meanings and translations other than the institutions which depends on one’s understanding and interpretation capacity and methods.

Words and Definitions

March 23, 2010

A Dictionary defines Sunni as a Muslim sect that opposes Shiites; and Shiites is defined in a dictionary as a Muslim sect opposed to Sunni; can this definition be sufficient for a person who is ignorant about the two sects or sections of the Muslim world. And thus one could go to the followers of both religions on their doctrine or principles. And famine is defined as extreme scarcity (esp. of food) in a region; for example, Ethiopia…

How do we define words? How do we derive to certain definitions in which we ask readers of our dictionary to correlate and connect with certain objects, in such cases we tend to forget that we are defaming or creating another complications to the generations were are trying to shape…

While I was in the taxi last week, I met someone who was reading a book, in which the book was about the Muslim religion and in the middle of the book which I was reading across; I opened a conversation with a person sat next to me…in the taxi…owner of the book who was reading…

I asked him….what is the difference between Sunni and Shiite Muslims; and he replied…Sunni believe in the Prophet Muhammad, meaning Muhammad is the prophet sent from God; and he continued his explanation….and the Shiites follow Ali; they think and believe that Angel Gabriel was deceived and told the message to Muhammad, but was supposed to be told to Ali…

And I asked him…what kind of followers are here in Ethiopia….he replied the Sunni’s, not the Shiites…there could be few Shiites but are few in numbers and they are not that organized…when one enlarges this scale…this is like…the Iran are Shiites and the Iraq are like the Sunnis in most cases…

Here I was kind of a pause … how could an Angel be deceived or misinform wrong person, in this case how come that …could be an Angel…and was kind of asking further question…he stopped the taxi driver and left the taxi…but put question to my mind…

The point here is not discuss about Sunni and Shiites…things…NOT…however I was very surprised on how few dictionaries define words which does not tell you definitions are exact explanations, but just reflect or transmit certain signals which could be relevant to the point of those who are organizing, but could be senseless And pointless to the side of the readers in many aspects…and thus we may look forward to other sources who could tell us the exact and clear definitions and meanings of words…

In a very fact if you call a poor man…like the needy…the marginalized and make him rich in vocabulary, this is of no use and benefit to that poor guy who wants food to his stomach, unless and otherwise one could facilitate conditions in few cases…but there are also cases where words do have an impact and motivate one so as to empower oneself and others…depends who the recipient is…

In this case…definitions and concepts play a big role…meaning those who articulate things and words could have more power than those who do not… and thus those who have manipulative thinking could play and use and throw the many as they wish and they play on words and minds …game of and in words…

In such cases…what is better for those who are genuine at heart but get deceived due to the type of sincerity they could have, some one asked? I do not think there is sincerity here…it is an ambition…you follow certain ideology due to ambition, then they inject you with words…then it will take years to wakeup from the slumber one has…. At times could be too late to correct too…

Why do many people suffer to change and convince others with tongues and words, where hearts and actions are missing and empty? I do not get it!! If they say like this…say like that…if they tell you like this…tell them like that…what kind of game is this…for this is the day of PLAIN ACTION….This sounds up surd.

The most funny thing I heard is that about the personality of Jesus Christ in which few think that others are deceived and the like…to me it is just waste of time…to know things about like he was crucified or killed or ascended to heaven and the like…individuals fight and kill with each others in conversation like this..

It is indeed appropriate and proper to give honor and pay respect to the Figure one gives much value, but it is futile to waste one’s time and energy with useless discussions and analogies for proving and convincing others in matters none has the real picture or video of the actions exercised 2000 years ago.

Thus many people prefer to dwell in words and claim that their words have better meaning and truth than others, in this case Truth means anything that conforms reality or which can be detected by our senses—inner and outer senses, in which truthful words have an impact on our senses and vice versa too.

Hence, Words could have mysterious and energetic influence on human frame depending on how far they are truthful and mysterious, which depends on time and capacity of the recipients to understand and be friendly with them. Their integration and proper combination does have also mysterious influence on human reality, and thus we need writers who could combine them and give meaningful statements to so that we could know THE TRUTH.

Regarding the SCHOOL OF THOUGHT, some one asked, can you elaborate further. The School is about thinking, meaning making any one think the unthinkable; and this is not making everyone rebellious but making use of the power of Mind in one’s own way as far as it does not bring harm or anything bad on others. It is just about reminding and refreshing oneself. The School has its own discipline like others in which Religion and Politics are not allowed but any kind of idea can be entertained in the topics presented for the discussion. The School will grow to higher level in its own way, with Vision of bringing Change in the Society’s way of Thinking. The seed is already sown, but it will surely grow and bring fruits in the coming years ahead.

 There is no teacher; it is a school without a teacher; all participants could come from every background and arrangements could be made on that; and there are selected topics and ideas as per my own priority …like the blogs things…and could be translated if the need arises to diverse languages….and written materials …maximum of two pages is given….then everyone shares ideas…nothing is paid for such….they come and discuss like two hours per week….as per their arrangements…proper staffing will be made on this…is then everyone shares to others who do not attend…and the like…can have one’s own circle…in one’s home and the like…I could give briefing on the subject matters and the kind of disciplines I need to set in the class and the like….the topics could be like social issues, philosophical, political matters, and spiritual aspects….and in every section maximum of 30 people are allowed to …

Some one asked about the 9 and 12 things…about the rules….as I told you earlier there are rules of consonants and vowels here meaning if the name has two consonants, one is taken out like…for instance…Ethiopian name…Legesse..in this case I consider it like…Legese…= 6 …one s is removed…I have my own basis for such matters…I have reached to certain conclusions based on…and that is why I take consonant out….but in case of vowels things…I consider both…like if you have a name like…cooper…here it is = 6; both are considered…based on such aspects one could correlate the first stage and step of numbers and letters…but this is not on the list of topics for the School I am intending…such matters could be shared in the Book I am going to publish for they are like sensitive matters and aspects…needs care and wisdom…if you ask basis…in the case of World War I and II…the 9 [5+4] and 12 [6+6] in which both were leaders in their respective periods and times who were alive…indicators…

MISCOMMUNICATIONS

March 23, 2010

Why do people misunderstand and misinterpret with each other besides the ignorance and arrogance they have in their respective worlds? In most cases it is the question of faith and trust…since they do not trust with each other that is why they prefer to dwell on the other side and aspects of life—Suspicions.

Misinterpretation and misunderstanding between people of same background and diverse background arise for many reasons. Besides the culture and family backgrounds individuals could have, the other major factor is due to contradictions they could have in their daily routines.

If I hate you due to certain cases and reasons, the probability of understanding you or accepting you on what you say and do will be close to zero. Hate and bias are poisons that kill the powers of reason and thinking; for no reasons I could thro you from the Helicopter at Debrezeit, 45 km away from the capital to the south—Air force camp. Here I could cost fuel and other peoples’ energies and times for just being hated or disliked…

When I ask funding from the British Embassy, this was for the fulfillment of my vision or dream…was not about forming political party…in this case…I could also be beneficiary since I am the originator of a vision… this is not a big deal or whatever…but needs a keenness and sincerity to have faith and trust, which is not equal to having PHD from University, by far simpler than the formers…

Trust is an element that comes after experience and practice… meaning if two parties do not know each other, how can they trust each other? In this case, they should check each other based on giving opportunity…but if the case is…no trust to give even an opportunity… this is something else, which could have another motive behind.

In fact, we have seen what paper ink and those who hold it are doing and what they think everywhere…if they trust on paper ink thing…here they are in trouble…Leaders should see the behind based on the seen and manifested…should discover the undiscovered based on the discovered ones otherwise …it is just being like the manager stuff…

I know the big problem here in reading and understanding people and society correctly which in most cases are wrong and disappointing for such matters need capacity and capability… besides the envy and jealousy factor here…however it is my firm conviction that …if God permits nothing will prevent anything from happening …individuals are just kind of tools…they do not go beyond this…as there are correct tools…there are also faulty and bad tools too…

Those people who have translated their dreams to reality are like ordinary people at the beginning and once they got proper opportunities, and their dreams come true…they become GIANT FIGURES in the planet; for everything has a start and then an end…I do not have to be a rocket scientist to figure such things out…And this is not about writing the autobiography of others…but rather this is about figuring out what is going on…in which everything has a way out ….

At this point of time, many people could agree that there is something lacking and missing besides the things we are doing…education, religion, family, entertainment … and the like they practice in their lives…life could not be complete, and they complain a lot for many reasons…something missing…

Life is not created complete and perfect, but it is up to us to make it complete, which sounds formidable to achieve, but as far as we keep on different and constructive things, we are making it complete and interesting in this case we need to see different approaches and perspectives; otherwise we could end up by being slave to the settings we are just shaped to accept that could bring boredom and kind of…to our reality…

Life and its components are not something we find kind of formula in which it is not something one could say it is okay…it is enough…we have to be open, inquisitive, and know more…knowledge is infinity and continuous process…it has no stop…we keep on thinking and knowing more…and priority is a subject of controversy like…subjective and relative …depends on contextual matters..

For a person who is hungry…food is priority…for a person who has like 10,000 monthly salary…getting married could be the priority…for a person who has daily income of 1,000,000…having investment in Zanzibar could be the priority…for a person who is sick…going to hospital is the priority and the like…and thus contextual matters define what priority is …

In country where “thinking hunger or famine” is there…thinking should be the priority in which more thinking books we could need and the like…and thus priority here relates on the way and how we define ourselves and our reality too… and here we could need how we correlate and define things…

The Concept of Contradiction

March 22, 2010

The idea and concept of Contradiction came to my mind while I was having cup of coffee at the Hillel Café at Haifa, Israel. I was writing a book on the body and the soul in which there were certain ideas and manifestations of both which were not clear to me. And I was kind of meditating on this subject.

The first idea was the concept of Freedom to both the body and the soul, in which our physical body needs many things, and the soul as recommended by religious law needs the opposite, bounded by laws and all kind of do’s and do not dos, which put some kind of quest to my mind. This was a kind of puzzle to me.

And I used to ask my self on this concept of Freedom in which body needs pleasure, needs comfort where as soul needs happiness, but needs to pass thru grief and difficulties and I used to ask…why are both need like opposite things?

I was in the middle of this writing which is my first book, and I just checked on the followers of that… in certain place…all of them looked at me with series look and in fact considered me like I am enemy since I write against…their belief…

And in the middle of such confusion, I started looking those ideas in the writings of their…which is compatible with I think…and I find a statement…like a phrase which goes in conformity…but not like the same…but I prepare that phrase to defend my self if they ask me, which I did at last…but that statement was not my motivating point…I just chose it to defend my self… came later….

And then rumors went on and I was like harassed and stigmatized since I am writing against their religion…to destroy…and the like…but I wrote was the reality which I think and believe in based on personal reflection and observation of many peoples of diverse background interaction and communication…

The idea of Contradiction that exist between a given individual in any part of the planet in which any given individual has a body and a soul, whose interaction and communications creates another ENTITY—CONTRADICTION—needs a perspective and dimension. This exist at individual, institution and society level since all have this dual nature and are integrations of such entities.

And I explained few ideas regarding this book to an old woman Doctor, American and she gave me an idea that they want me to correct few things, meaning they want me to write in a way they want, otherwise I will be in trouble like thing …the point here is I do not write in a way they want me to write, because I am not a machine, I am a man with free will and choice…

The Book has 101 pages, which deals with on how this contradiction comes to exist and goes up to how one reconciles such contradiction. It deals with the challenges and opportunities that exist and delivers on how to tackle such difficulties and offers another dimension in certain aspects. The book is not an insult or belittles any institutions, but gives a perspective on how one could deal with such Contradiction based on practical experiences.

In a very fact, since every ideas is progressive, currently I am making another revision on the book so that I could publish it with refined thought and style; and I am currently re-working and re-thinking on the book so that I could publish it with better views and editing. This could take like 2-4 years after this. The Original manuscript is found in London, a publisher that agreed to publish it there…but I keep on hold of that idea of publishing for the time being…

What is wrong with writing and publishing a book though it negates and disagrees with what you think and do not like? Why does the world keep an eye on those who write the hidden truth? Can we call this maturity or ignorance or what else…what else this could be…?

The world we live in is like THE MATRIX. Just to mean that, it has some kind of boundaries which we do not know, and there are certain touchstones that exist as imaginary and tangible boundaries—there are also physical boundaries whose margins could be based on imaginary lines and dictations.

These boundaries have basically four limits, in which they are all based on human perceptions and thinking, that do affect our perceptions, choices and decisions we make in our daily routines. These are physical, emotional, intellectual, and spiritual aspects. They govern our past, tell our present condition and forecast our future as well.

My Second book deals with personal experience in Isreal and other places which could possible touch certain community and other institutions which is also underway. The third book deals with other findings, continuation of number one, and other concepts which is on going and i am curently working on. I am planning to write and publish more books as time permits. I have currently two finsihed manusripts which are ready for publiush, time pe…perish or publish does not work …i will publish….

The funnmy thing i haerd in this arena why fewpeople hate to write in certian place is that…one of the reasons…one day i was watching a drama based on a book, while i was in Israel, the book was written by blackman, baltimore and the like….the drama sounds very strange and noisy…i was not claer why he wrote such a book…or they wanted to belittle him… i did not know the permission he granted and the like…to me that drama sounded lkike Africans have much … of stupidity….like thing…i was ashamed since i was like part of…but later sounded the type of drama thing…in which they were telling him…you wrote stupid…could be…i am not …. writing on such aspects of life there…

Some one asked why do I write in English…not in my native tongue…am I scared of critics…and the like…Critics is everywhere whether one writes in whatever language…in fact critics stuff here as I heard from the victims, few individuals, here is out of jealousy and envy, conspiracy, and sabotages, but in few cases one could receive genuine comments…in my case that is not the case…it is about expression and choice…I think and believe that English is more powerful, better , and wide in choice and alternatives, depth of ironies and the like than others as far as my ignorance is also there…meaning i like English since it made me communicate with third world country people…they comment on my pieces…African and Asians…even from the native English speakers too…it made me more communicable and friendly with others…if I only use my native stuff…I could have been narrow minded and limited to small circle which i do not like… and as researches indicate that using two or more languages augment brain functions and capabilities too…

After i talked to one of the members there…who advised me to take my manuscript to the review committee here…as i told you before the first two years after i get back from there was kinda of confusion…out of respect or i donot know…i asked the approval of this committee here…i gave the manuscript for their office here…they reviewd and saiad at last …ok…when iask them giuve me in writing…they declined..but verbal okay….but at later times i gave the manuscript to the Palbara publishing stuff…which is their …they asked me abou who I am thing…then i sent them my CV…i think they were expecting me to say to them …i amlike the guardian…the prophet…anmdf then they stopped contacting me since i did not claim myself as a head of their stuff….and then i stopped communicating…in fact i sent the …there for checking purpose…which i did find out on what they think of…with all their thinking…i concluded that they are sheet and triple sheet assoles who play games…

Someone asked…what was the look you get from …friends… when you tell them about your book… some of them… have series look….others keep quiet…and look and stare at me…they do not talk and go away…others if they were talking loud…they keep their voice lower…others ask for further explanations…others say… is this against the faith thing…I ask where is the verse that says like this.,.. and they say I do not know…but sounds scary.. and … the like…like out of 20…3 are like curious to know…but the rest 17 are like stupid meaning the do not know anything but oppose or reject or …..live still in sheet circle…

According to someone’s research which ….The year 1987 was fighting against the centers of authority in which he was showing his stuff to…in sense of revenge…like you deceived me stuff…and the year 1988 was against the another center…he was showing same stuff…both have their own conflict and problems with ….and they lived fake life and …stupidity…to all… how do one expect such stuff to be told….one of them is a liar…the other one is a deceiver…both were seeking revenge against the founders….but sound like…they had two colors and faces in the …the front is members…the back is agents…both lived gambling and doing bad stuff on others behind…ENEMIES….of the few …the 12 ….buddies in the 98-1989…behind….

Beyond all…the Iran stuff or case is there…there are 2 types…one is thinking like…the Iran American …physics…member who believes in mind and reason…and the others are like Iran Canada…member…farmer who are like traditional…culture…political and the like…who believe in killing when one comes against and the like….there is a big gap and contradiction between two groups.. both groups could kill…and regarding the findings of the 9 and 12 thing…there were three members in my time who have these figures in their name…regarding 9…the Iran, farmer, Canada …count his first name = 9; and Australia man…add the first and second…5+4 = 9; and regarding 12…California man…add both names…which 6+6 = 12;…who are the three 9 and 12 things….i donot know…can they be connected with “unclean spirits”…. I do not know…

THE PSYCHIC ART

March 19, 2010

Some one asked the type of things and psychic therapy which I think I am the victim of in detail. The point here is that they tell you few things, and make few things happen in reality by few people outside with or without their knowledge.

In my case, they make me connect or count about my guardianship stuff at age 40, in the dinner they invited me at the black, Baltimore, who was born in 1943, joined membership there in 2000, who is a Christian by now, and in his house in which there was also an American family, the husband was a writer, who wrote a book on Marriage, blue cover book, who was newly arrived secretary of another member who is also a writer and wrote a book on inventing the new stuff…my age at that time was 35…and then when i add 5 others or count the six of us…meaning inclusive …they count things like that…i will reach 40…

In that dinner we were six, and they made me count that every person is like one year, since there was an experience in my mind that I am like the second guardian…they made me think and feel that way in that experience; This experience happened as I understood on that poor American who claimed in 1960 like…I am the guardian…since they made him feel and think that way…in my case I am not stupid…I stay away from such sheet circle and stupidity than fight for the guardianship which is a fake game and a hoax stuff…

I do not know who organized that dinner on the behind, meaning that dinner sounded plot and something behind was going on, although none of them told me, but the way they sounded was they were not free. They sounded that they were checking on me and the black man who was member since he was black and might have conspired with me. Who else is to conspire with other since we do not know each other well since we have same color? I do not think so.

And they think that next year, … I will claim my guardianship by letter to them and they would investigate based on their sheet writings and at last they would tell me there is no successor and I am not the guardian or the one since I made in consistent claims… meaning they read my blogs and the sheets and then they will decide that everything is in order and there is no need to have a guardian…

One of the things they organized was the photo stuff which they put in that room, and I do not know who take me to that room in the seat building…I met there three buddies of them…they showed me by using beams power point stuff…picture and telling me to connect and disconnect…and in fact…one of them constantly focused on the concourse hall seat there, which was on picture there…that sounded to me since you are the guardian and go there and talk to them and give them direction… and guidance for members…

Then I started walking out and directed to the concourse hall to meet the members and lecture them and give them guidance and tell them what to do and what not to do…when directing to that given hall, the door that leads to that spot was closed and I could not get into that room…

While I returned back, I felt some one was following me at the back. I had seen strange move, which sensed something bad; and I hide myself in the toilet that was near there and I locked it; and the moment that place sounded free; I made my move to the room which I was watching different pictures and then I stepped out from that building and then directed to my flat…

Around my flat I met an Israeli security officer hired for them, I was chatting with him since he was friendly person; and while I was standing there security officer brought an Iranian Canadian youth in front of me and holding him like a criminal and he pushed him away from me and took him to his flat which was around my flat and that youth was like complaining stuff…

That drama sounded funny to me since that sounded kind of game…mostly youth are friends of one of the members there who give them lecture and I do not know what kind of lecture he was giving them which might include on how to … kill others as well, and the man who gave lecture was the California painter…

The drama was kind of funny and was not smartly arranged since they lack wisdom, tact, skill and the like…they just tried and failed …what kind of sheet and up surd game they are playing…they are old people…they claim they lead people and community…but they were found doing conspiracy and sabotages peoples lives and the like…

The writer who used to live in Canada who was rumored killed by them wrote the following words in his last two books….. “deceiver” ; “betrayal”; “sabotage my life”; “conspiracy”; “shall we return to…”; and the like… and few people connect such …with them…and what they are doing behind…..

I could understand the pain and anger this writer went thru …though i nver met him…as few others were haerd saying…blood is thicker than….and the like…meaning the psychic pain…mental test and difficulty…none believes or understands what one wanted to say except prefering to keep silent since they call you mad or abnormal and the like…and in this case it will be childish to forgive these kind of people who pratcice on yoyu and make you victim…but revenge will be a nice option which i consider in whichever way or means…i will make a revenge on … them…

At age 40, after October 12, 2010, you will find me in a pub celebrating since I am 40 if I am alive…they could let me live here…meaning…if they do not sabotage or conspire again to make me like…killed and the like…We shall see what is going to happen….but at last I could say to you…I am not the guardian, but I am the person who informs you what is going on behind, in which I have accomplished my mission. The mission I was set is done; there is nothing left after this….the drama is funny…and the results are not yet ….We shall see …

EQUALITY!?

March 16, 2010

What is equality? There is a constitutional statement that goes like…all men are created equal….but does that mean all are equal in practical terms…meaning why is there any difference in intellectual grasping capacity of human beings…material possessions, …emotional aspects and the like…

Of course, there are conditions related to such aspects like….family, community, country, opportunity, efforts, choices and the like, but with all these cumulative effects, can’t we find individuals who are like less intelligent than those who are deprived of such favorable conditions and environments in many aspects?

For instance, an Ethiopian who lives in the United States for like more than 20 years could think a view which is less smarter than a farmer in Gondar …in a very fact I had an experience of a person who left to US like 30 years ago there and bought a house there and made a phone call here and told them I have bought a house….sent money here to make a party on his behalf…after few years he got sick due to paying of mortgage loans …

There was another men who lived there for more than 20 years…such men who lived abroad who have English accents like they speak English in Amharic tone and style…this does not mean that they are wrong and the like…

This is not to blame…but the type of changes that come about on individuals…in which environment could have no significant impact on human beings in few cases, but there is a big factor…Choice and Efforts….Choice matters…

Why do few people become more intelligent than others are still a process of research underway, but speculations could be there; which tries to reconcile and resolve this matter in convincing approaches, which is fine ,but not…

Can virtues have an impact on our intelligence capability, meaning when one is truthful, honest, do such aspects or matters affect our Mind capability to have a stronger thinking ability and capacity…meaning can such aspects of our life be measurable and be known…on the effects and influences…

This is like…some one could be like…no virtue…but thinks…at some point one becomes aware…of useful aspects of virtues…tries to exercise…such virtues… than when one was like thinking 1+1 =2…thing…after virtues…can one start thinking…without learning another higher level of mathematical or any other aspects which one never had before…

The reason I mention this aspect here is that…intelligence can be used for bad and good purposes…there are cruel individuals who lies… deceives ..misleads. .but have higher level of intelligence in which our world sounds is captured under such minds and thinking… and this the power of virtues on our thinking ability looks very foggy and dark and that is why such stuff is overcoming others…

For instance, in investigation process, investigators uses false questions to bring or come to the truthful aspects…this sounds … or looks tricky…but they could reach to the point they use such methods…can truthful methods or question be used…for me this sounds like capacity of investigators …lack of information and facts and the like…which do help…but could other approaches figured out?

The point of equality between human beings is a concept of relative and subjective aspects that do require and take into account many other factors…but by looking the way things are…very hard to claim that all human beings are equal…but it could be like…all human are equal…but few human beings are more equal …this is the reality where objective world demonstrates…

The other aspect of equality is between sexes…meaning…man and woman…are they equal? How? We know that differences does not signify inequality as sameness does not signify equality too; but depending on efforts and choices, both sexes could reflect both aspects—equality and inequality.

In few cases there could be a common virtue or ability all share since they are like men or women; in cases a single person could show different capability than the rest…then one here deduces that this depends on choices and efforts…for all generalizations could wrong including this too…

One day I was watching TV program on female capacity…in which they try to present themselves as if they are more intelligent and smarter than men…they said…we can do multiple things at a time but men cannot do that….it is our knowledge that there are …. who cannot do a single thing… forget about two things at a time…this kind of view leads to extremities…which lacks facts and conformity with objective reality for everything depends on choices and efforts.

There are intelligent females as males do and vice versa; we live in a time where we cannot question, but this is a time where everything is proven in action…and we do not need a theory or concept for such matters…for Reality is speaking the truth and everyone is working everyone’s job…

However there is one thing which do not like…Conservatism, fanatics in both aspects…both sexes…where modesty is the balance…we do not have to talk about who we are so loud…we know it…it is given…the balance is to show ion the practical world for both…with respect and trust…that is the point I want to …